Foreshadow...
Keputusan Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi : Bidang Biology BA hons.
...and i took it, go through it and study for 3 years..
come out as a biology teacher
teach in a school as a biology teacher
but when i look at my friends, all of them accomplish so much..some are doctors, pharmacist, engineers, dentist, businessman, actuarist, ...
and all me...just a teacher striving everyday...
and it all changes and varies because of one result, STPM results.
come to think of it...what would i feel at that time, when everyone succeed so well in life...
how would i feel if i'm in that situation in the future... where....people look down on this carreer,
look down on wat i drive, wat i have money... if i am a teacher...
Some may say that, different courses leads to different paths, but in the end... everyone wants to succeed in life too. For those who think that, biology course can turn out allright, why dont u take it as well, drop ur dreams and take biology, cause like what u said, it doenst matter because it's different...
Drowning in reality, i'm not dead nor securedly alive, still surviving in the pool of reality, struggling to float and at the same time, avoid sinking down into the bottom. And thats what i am now
Have u ever wonder, what is like to be a kid again.
I do.
everytime i look at small children laughing, smiling , having fun, i often think back.
Those good times, when we all know nothing but just having fun.
we know nothing about crimes, nothing about sex, nothing about getting a job, nothing about getting bf, and gf, but all just to have fun and live happy everyday.
how i wish i could go back to those times... those times when laughter lasts forever, hapiness within family and friends. feeling happy for the slightiest things. happy till tears comes out. but i know...i will nvr go back to those times... have to decide things now, decide my future, take care of household, work, and all...
how i wish i could go back to those times.... the time where children lives forever
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
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2 A , 1 A- , 1 B+ : Total CGPA score of 3.75damn tulan, i thought at least can get straight A's damn it la still cannot. got to settle with this, so many of my friends got the straight A's..that makes me worseone word to describe it :
Dissapointed
An Important Lesson of the DayQ: Why is it that I always feel very useless? I make mistakes frequently and therefore I don't feel happy? How can I change this?
A: " I always feel very useless " implies that you look down on yourself. This is an issue of self confidence. If you look down on yourself, how do you expect others to respect you? If we cannot get the respect from others, we will inevitably lose our self-esteem and naturally life would be not happy. Making mistakes will make us feel depressed and if this occurs repeatedly, self confidence would be shaken. If this continues, the person will not have the confidence to do anything and this is tantamount to losing one's will power. This is a crisis! Little mistakes may effect us momentarily. Big mistakes may affect us for a lifetime and therefore change our lives. But if one can learn from mistakes and find the right bearing, one can steer oneself into better things ahead. Again, keep on learning diligently and one day you may appreciate the adversities in life. The important thing is to try and avoid repeating the same mistakes and keep on learning from kind souls.
(Taken From Page 65, The World Of Tzu Chi)JM: ....That is so true....
HIGH SCHOOL KLANG I.U DAYInteract Club of High School Klang is holding an International Understanding Day
* 24th March 2007 (Saturday)
* Entrance Fees = (RM 12)
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Benjamin Chooi Kah Foong - 016 602 0882
I.U Day Director
16:19 Wed
Well... end of holidays. Back at work. These few days really nothing much to write cause nothing much is happening in my life. Anywayi just wanna leave u guys with the topic of the day ;) ->
How do you classify a friend as just a friend or a potential?
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A friend asked me this question... so i need your opinion about that. The explanation to this topic is about how a gal would be "categorize", is it in a JUST FRIENDS FOREVER group or POTENTIAL ENOUGH TO BE MORE THAN FRIENDS.
In my opinion... this kind of thing depends entirely on individual
What about u?
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
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PAI NIAN :)
Thanks for coming. Hope you guys enjoyed yourself. Appreciate that. See you guys soon
