My blog die d....

i'm back...
nothing much...
everyday mug mug mug....
no life ahead :p....
one more month exams.....
then 2 months holidays....
then less than one month exam again...
although...with the coming exams and all....
i feel glad that i'm actually here....
happy also got, sad moments also got...
but what i'm DAMN sure is...
i'm alive la..
lol
erm...really hope to make another song... hopefully a sad one and hopefully it works...
its really difficult to make songs these days, not only the mugging, the air topicking the pbling or wat...
but there's no inspiration, no more...
there used to be someone..who would make me inspire...but now it seems gone...
maybe one of my sad moments, hopefully will still come out with one....
eventhough i'm a student in this uni now, that will nvr stop me from making new things...
cause it's my 1st passion...and my very first of all....
anyway.... few more months....
i'm gonna be 21....
i'm very afraid of this age....
to be honest i dont like the sound of it....
does that mean i have to leave the child inside of me for the adult to sets in???
more and more responsibilities will come slowly.....
how i wish i can go back to the time when i'm still small....
where i can appreciate my parents even more....
not to make them angry...
not to be naughty....
but now cannot d...
grown up now...
this age also ppl can marry d...
but i not only cannot lol....
dont plan to find one act...(for now la)
lol
its not that i'm choosy la...
but all i want for my companion is very simple....
i just want to be comfortable being with a person where i can share everything...
and i wish to tell my feelings through another way...not through communication :)
but oh well...
nvr really find anyone comfortable for me to share everything...
life is like that la....
uncertain...yet we always want to find out what happen next...
anyhow.... i live not to study ni la...not to just be a doctor....
is to make my life meningful...
a life where i can be pround of at my death bed....
i can say that i've done this and that...
and i hope that i wont have regrets at that time...
not to say i'm gonna die now la....
lol...
hope this doesnt bore u...
just wanna say say a bit la...
haih...wondering how my other friends in so many different parts of the world are doing now....
wishing them all the best in life...
no matter wat happens...
dont give up la....
nvr stop runnning....
as we run through our lives....
sian la....
anyone have anything to tell me about ur life...
comment here la....
that is if u read this post la...
haih :P
nvm la...
at least i've updated ma....
oh well...
tell me ur life...and wat is going on...
want to tie back the strings....
strings of friendship
not in sight doesnt mean not in mind ma...
will always remember the memories we share....
under one sky...
one destiny....
to be better....
oh well...
this is a crappy blog ma...
crappy post...
surprisingly quite long for me....
drop by la anyway...
dont be shy...
i wont bite :P
okla...
today a bit slacky...
maybe tmr will be a better day
to mug... :P
seriously thats my life now la....
i wanna watch movie i wanna go holidays....
but...
i will still go la...
must see when....
okla...
tata ppl...
hope to hear from u guys soon...
and take care...

~mereshell~ is back for 20 minutes -> and back to mugging
Thursday, April 17, 2008